#a mug with the words 'god has cursed me for my hubris so my work is never finished'
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there are always a few habits that youll have that youre unsure if they are things you do because youre autistic or if you do them because youre just a little weird (unrelated to the autism)
#fun fact about me i love coffee mugs theyre one of my favorite things in the world#when i moved i took most of my favorites with me the rest will languish in storage with my mom until i have the space for them#anyways among my favorites are van goghs irises#a mug that says good luck#a mug with a rainbow#a mug with the words 'god has cursed me for my hubris so my work is never finished'#and one that just has a little bird on it#i use the irises mug when im doing artistic work#i use the good luck mug when i need a little boost#i use the rainbow mug on queer occasions or moods#i use the god has cursed me mug for when i have a lot of shit i need to get done (usually because i put it off)#i use the bird mug when im trying to chill out#this is. pretty consistent too#something ive been doing for years#and i dont know if its 1. autism or 2. im just kind of an odd little guy
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RWBY Recaps: Vol. 5 "True Colors"
This is a re-posting from October 4th, 2018 in an effort to get all my recaps fully on tumblr. Thanks!
Guess whoās back, back again
Clyde is back, tell a friend
How long will my focus and work ethic last? Who knows, but with Volume 6 on the horizon and a fantastic new poster out, Iām feeling like itās time to dive back into RWBY Recaps. Never too late to guiltily dust off an old project, right?
Right.
Weāre back in Volume 5. Yes, I did a bit of Volume 1āextreme illusions of grandeur and productivity thereābut we should really round out 5 before 6 comes knocking on the 27th. Iāve got almost a month. Letās see how well I do, starting with āTrue Colors.ā
We open on an image of Qrow and Ozpin together, notably Ozpin given the prim posture and ever-present coffee mug. Qrow makes the comment that things āarenāt looking goodā and really? No shit, bird boy. Weāve gone from āOh no, Ruby is having trouble becoming a leader!ā to āOh noā¦ Weiss is trying to overcome a racist upbringingā¦?ā and are now firmly in the territory of āOH NO a bunch of our faves are dead and Ozpin is forced to possess a child??ā Things havenāt looked good for a while.
Ozpin is ever the optimist though. He points out that yeah, things are bad, but they could also be worse. āHumanity is a resilient forceā he says, which oddly enough, sounds a lot like the kind of thing someone not a part of Humanity would say. Juryās still out on whether Oz was the lowly farmer unfairly cursed by the gods, or a god himself justly punished for some sort of hubrisā¦ or something else entirely. It just strikes me as significant that he often distances himself from others in not just actions but speech as well. Could be a glimpse into his true nature, aka someone literally not human. Could also just be the result of spending thousands of years reincarnating while everyone else around you suffers and dies. Thatāll make anyone feel subhumanā¦
Qrow challenges Ozās happy-go-lucky attitude, reminding us that a huge number of pro huntsmen have been murdered and Salem couldnāt have achieved that on her own. Sheās had helpāand plenty of it. But Ozpin stands firm that it ādoesnāt take a great number of people to cause harmā and there are āfar more people in this world willing to prevent it.ā
Enter our protagonist.
Subtle!
Ruby is adorable, as always, hesitantly approaching the two of them and awkwardly accepting the invitation to chat. Itās a striking difference in how she acts when itās just her and Qrow, which is expected. Ozpin remains a much more distant authority figure and now heās inhabiting the body of a boy her own age. Iād be a little unsure about how to act around him too.
Ruby finally asks what weāve been worried about since the beginning of this Volume: if Cinder defeated Oz then does that mean Salem now has the Beacon relic? Luckily, no. Oz says he made finding the Beacon relic āa bit more challenging than at the other schools.ā So Ruby asks the second question thatās been on our mindsā¦
Ozpin: āNo, my cane is not a relic.ā
Ruby: āI have no more questions :)ā
Okay now wait. I'm calling bullshit lol. That cane is 100% a relic. I mean could I be wrong? Absolutely. But itās way more fun to be confident so Iām calling Ozpin out on this. For a number of reasons:
1. Heās absolutely the kind of guy to do what no one else expects. āThe cane is so obvious!ā Yeah, which means everyone will be looking for the relic elsewhere, hidden away like the Haven relic. Who the hell would have it out in the open? Ozpin. He would. Expect the unexpected.
2. Heās alsothe kind of guy who might lie to someone about it. Ozpin has been playing this game a long time and heās not above a few smiles and carefully placed words if he thinks itāll keep things on track. The Haven relic is the one currently in dangerāno reason to announce the Beacon relicās location and shift the teamās focus just because a former student asks him for the truth. Itās too dangerous and Ozpin is very adept at, as he says, playing things close to the chest. And I donāt blame him. Thatās how you keep humanity alive.
3. The scene doesnāt show us Qrow at all who is a lot less adept at lying, to say nothing of the fact thatāif he knows about the relicāhe wouldnāt feel good lying specifically to Ruby.
4. Ozpinās previous comment about how this relic is a ābit more challengingā seems significant. That is, why ONLY make the Beacon relic so difficult to find? All the relics are important so why not give them all the same precautions? Well, the answer is simple if your precaution is something you can only do for one of them: keep the relic with you.
5. Qrow, arguably Ozpinās closest friend (husband-friend), was entrusted with getting the cane back to him and itās used as the introduction between Oscar and Qrow. Seems like a pretty damn important object.
6. Weāve seen this cane fend off crazy powerful attacks and it never takes any damage. Granted, all the weapons in RWBY are pretty hearty, but Ozpinās cane seems particularly indestructible. Almost like thereās something similar to magic surrounding it.
7. Weāve still got those gears. That cane transforms into somethingā¦
8. The fact that Ozpin immediately homes in on Rubyās question, quickly counters it, and then tells her to leave (go gather the others). Heās in charge of the conversation here.
9. The fact that the scene suddenly turns light-hearted and humorous. Weāre meant to shrug this moment off and not think too hard about it. Well, too late now.
Granted, Oz has a good explanation here. He states firmly that the cane is indeed precious, though only to him, and that it still āhas a few tricks up its sleeve.ā Nothing he says counters what we already know, yet it doesnāt reveal any of his caneās secrets either. Weāre still in the dark. So until weāre not I remain suspicious about his claim that itās totally definitely absolutely not a relic.
(The headmaster doth protest too much.) Ā
(Edit Feb. 2019: I was so wrong, folks!!)Ā
But weāre moving on. Qrow gets a call from Lionheart asking them to meet up with him to discuss potentially going on the offensive against the bandits. Ruby is ecstatic and runs off. Ozpin? Not so much. He and Qrow both comment on how strange it is that Lionheart has suddenly changed his tune and the addition of some creepy music all but beats us over the head with, āItās a trap!!ā This time when Qrow says that things arenāt looking good Ozpinās only response is, āI know.ā So much for the pep talk.
We cut to Lionheart himself, having just finished up that call, and as we pull back who should we find but Raven. She makes blunt what we already know, āI never expected that you would be the one with the guts to betray Ozā while we get a nice crane shot so that we can see Raven circling him, standing while heās seatedāa predator stalking prey.
Though of course itās not actually courage driving their actions here. Itās cowardice. At least Lionheart is willing to admit it. He says straight out that heās terrified of Salem and doesnāt think anyone can beat her, so why not join the winning side? Raven, meanwhile, is still firmly in denial. āIām not scared,ā she says. āIām smart.ā Please, girl. Youāve spent your whole life running and you donāt know how to stop now. āMan up,ā Raven continues (god thatās a terrible phrase). āYou did what you needed to do to survive. Thereās no shame in that,ā which is where we see the divide between their morals and everyone else surrounding Team RWBY. Theyāre scared, but they fight despite their fear because they know itās necessary to help both others and themselves. Raven is only out for herself and her selfish actions hurt family (Qrow), children (Yang), friends (her tribe), and allies (Ozpin) in the process.
āWho are you trying to convince?ā Lionheart asks her. It's great seeing a villain who knows exactly where the line is even as they canāt help but cross it. RIP the complex ones.
We move back to Menagerie where Ilia and the others are still leading the attack on Blakeās family. Kali if BAMF here, snatching up a tray as both defense and weapon when her gun runs out of ammo. We get to see her clocking Yuma before we catch up with Blake and Iliaāand I enjoy the contrast in colors between these two scenes, from full blown battle (cold) to friends-turned-enemies (warm):
Ilia spouts the same arguments as Raven: she doesnāt have a choice about her actions. Violence is the only way to survive. Despite the rhetoric Blake is willing to let her go, but Ilia has other plans. The fight, while not spectacular, does showcase the clear parallels between themāboth in their arguments and the use of long/short range weaponry. When asked why she doesnāt leave Blake responds that she runs away too much. Beyond the obvious theme from our titleāeveryone showing their āTrue Colorsāāthe focus of this episode is quite obviously whoās willing to fight for others and whoās only out for themselves; whoās able to distinguish between when a literal fight is necessary and when another avenue can be taken. We see time and time again that Team RWBY is leagues ahead of others in terms of that kind of maturity.
From a world building perspective I appreciate Iliaās use of her camouflaging skills. Itās rare that we see the Faunus actually using their animal abilities (beyond Sun swinging around on his tail) and thatās definitely a useful one in battleā¦ though it's undermined somewhat by having a weapon that lights up with electricity. Gotta think that one throughā¦
And then Blake sETS THE HOUSE ON FIRE? Damn, girl! This isnāt even a real battleāat least not between the two of them. Ilia says two seconds later that Blake isnāt taking this seriously, neither of them truly wants to kill the other, so is burning down your house really the best option here? I always knew Blake was secretly the most dramatic of the bunch.
(Thatās a lie. I'm sorry. The most dramatic is clearly Weiss, but sheād be proud of Blakeās ridiculously over-the-top strategy here, Iām sure.)
Blake manages to pin Ilia and keeps trying to talk her down. It works. Sort of. Ilia starts to cry as she admits that she doesnāt know what else to do, but at that moment Ghira comes crashing through the wall with another fight at his heels. (This family is rich enough that they don't care about the property damage.) And then we get this,
This is a sharp reminder that though Blake and Ilia might be fighting more with words than fists, the same canāt be said for her parents. They are, notably, in very real danger. The fight picks back up with Ilia clearly torn now between her loyalties. She defends herself though when Sun joins the fray, pausing only when Blake begs the two of them to stop. However, their fighting has already cracked the pillar holding up the second story and Ilia gets caught underneath. Surprisingly, sheās saved by Ghira (which tells us more about his character than all his bickering with Sun ever could) and thereās a nifty bit of teamwork used to get him outāSunās copies hold up the balcony; Blake uses her weapon to pull her dad to safety. The brother (Fennec) who tries to attack him from behind is justifiably crushed under the rubble.
Kali is safe and joins the gang. The fight is basically over, but Corsac attacks out of pure grief and rage, allowing Ilia to stun him from behind. Now Iāve got a lot of feelings about Ilia, most of which boil down to just plain not liking her. I already explained in depth my issues with her being the (so far) sole queer character on the show and this is now compounded with her supposed āredemption.ā There are problems inherent in making the (again, only) queer character an antagonist, but there are more problems in making them an antagonist and then refusing to stand by that. Rooster Teeth had her as a complex villain and then the moment she was revealed to have feelings for Blake itās, āNever mind! Sheās good now!ā in the span of half an episode.
And how does this redemption occur? Ilia attacks Blake and goes after Blakeās parents. She continues to attack them after being given numerous chances to walk away. She turns on her alliesā¦ only after the fight is won. If Ilia were a different kind of character her stunning Corsac could have easily been seen as a survival strategy rather than a true change of heart. Theyāre now outnumbered four to two, soālike Lionheartāwhy not quickly join the winning side? I honestly wish Ilia was out to double cross Blake if only because that would be consistent with her loyalties up until now. It would make sense.
In the grand scheme of things though these are minor points. What strikes me as far more significant is 1. that Ilia and her allies could have killed Kali and Ghira. I admit that she wasnāt fighting Blake full out, but the purpose of this attack was to assassinate her parents and the fight did lead to at least one death. Thatās not just something you bounce back from. Maybe Iām an asshole, but I couldnāt wave that away as a ābad decisionā like Blake does. They could have died. And 2. the most important of all, weāve yet to see any true change in her thinking or ideology! Ilia joins the gang because she lost and she's left standing around awkwardly with Blakeāthe girl sheās in love with. Would Ilia have second-guessed her actions if they'd succeeded in their mission? I doubt it. In the aftermath of failure she's contrite, but Ilia was pretty damn adamant about killing humans---and the Belladonnas---just a few minutes ago. If her redemption is based on circumstance and her one-sided crushā¦ thatās not a redemption I can get behind.
But itās what weāre rushed into. Blake gives a rousing speech about how no, they canāt just use humans as a scapegoat for this attack. They canāt allow figureheads like Adam to speak for them. She says that theyāre all ālooking for simple answers to a very complex problemā and that despite it not being what they want to hear, she doesnāt know how to just āmake hate go away.ā Thatās a huge development from the girl who went to Mountain Glenn and said passionately that she was going to change the world, but without any concrete ideas as to how to do that. Now Blake can admit her own ignorance and knows at the very least what not to do. Theyāre not going to change the world through violence like thisāthey wonāt change it for the better, anyway. Ā
Iām with her through all that, up until Blake agrees to take Ilia to Haven. The guard yells out, āYouāre just going to forgive her? After all sheās done?ā and Blake says only, āYes.ā You know what that is? Itās a simple answer to a very complex problem. Itās painted as admirable on her partāGhira says sheās learned the lesson of how powerful forgiveness can beābut I think this is RWBYās fairy-tale simplicity shining through and it doesnāt fit with the heavy material we've been tackling the last few volumes. Thereās a big difference between forgiving someone and making sure that they face consequences for their actions. Thereās a difference between forgiving them and thinking practically about whether you can or should trust them with your safety and the safety of others. Hell, forgiveness usually takes more than five minutes and often times doesnāt happen at all! Ilia has done none of the work to justify Blakeās forgiveness and though having forgiveness handed to you might read as a beautiful ideal, it doesnāt work well in the gritty, complicated, racially loaded storyline that Rooster Teeth keeps trying to pull off. It feels cheap in the face of all that Blake suffered through this volume, especially when they turn Iliaās actions into a literal joke. She stabbed Sun? No big deal! He pinched her and now theyāre even! How much of a joke would this be if Ghira had suddenly collapsed from his own wound? Or Kali hadn't casually rejoining them entirely unharmed? Maybe Iām more bitter than I thought, but Iliaās redemption feels like an unintended smack in the face.
The townspeople buy into the happy picture though and we get a chorus of them agreeing to join Blake in the fight to defend Haven. Plans are made to arm, train, and transport the people of Menagerie in two weeks time. Getting civilians into fighting shape that quickly might be a challenge, but at least Blake knows a ship captain who owes her a favor.
And thatās where we end this episodeāforging a path for the future. Stay tuned for the next episode āThe More the Merrierā as we count down to the Volume 6 premiere!
Other Details of Note
In that opening shot we have what looks like a pretty generic print on the wallāwho doesnāt like sunsets?āexcept that it also shows a crescent moon without the broken pieces. Artistās interpretation? Time before the moonās demise? Animatorās forgetting about it while drawing the random painting that viewers are only going to see for about two seconds? You decide!
I really appreciate that Ozpin praises Ruby for being the first to realize the potential implications of the Beacon relic. Sheās praised for her skill with Crescent Rose and for being one of the youngest to attend Beacon, but itās rare that people comment on Rubyās intellect. Sheās smart as hell with one of the more strategic minds of the groupāthatās partly why she makes such a good leader. Itās good to see someone, particularly her headmaster, acknowledging that.
After Qrow gets the call from Lionheart he immediately reaches for his flaskā¦ despite still having a steaming drink beside him. Apparently working with this guy was tough even before they knew he was loyal to Salem. Ā
Edit Feb. 2019: Lionheart says that āIāve done things Ozpin will never forgiveā and thatās one hell of a loaded line after hearing Ozpinās thoughts on Lionheart in Volume 6.
āSorry, Dadā Blake says right before she burns down their library. Somehow I don't think 'sorry' cuts it in this situation...
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